This fuckin life.

I know it's been a while, and I apologize.

Quite a bit has happened, and not much of it good.

Michael was offered an job in Orange Co, making tons more money, and learning a trade that he was interested, so, sadly he decided to move away. It was a very short time together, but I enjoyed it.

During the time that we knew about this, I lost not one, but 2 uncles, as you may have read.

The weather has been shit, and work has been a pain in the ass.

Yesterday, I received this email:

I come with humble heart for prayer for my son, Michael.



He is in Orange County in the hospital after having a seizure. They have run tests to find a mass called a vascular malformation. He will need another procedure, then surgery to correct this problem, probably today.



Stan and I are going today, this morning to be with him, and hopefully bring him home thereafter.

Please pray for all of us, his sister Amanda is very shaken as well as the rest of us.

During the surgery he dislocated both shoulders so he is very sore and had to have them put back in, which now has him limited in movement for the next week or two.

Please pray the LOVE of Jesus surround him in every way.

Praise God for the tremendous friend that took him and has called me and cared for Michael while I have not been able to be there yet.

Praise the God above for the kindness and knowledge of the staff at the hospital and doctors. The speed at which they cared for Michael to find the root cause. Praise God for the ability to trust him in All things. Even those that are so important.

Pray this experience brings us all closer as a family and helps our faith unite.



Praise God that we can call upon each other to lean on, pray with, and serve one another through these kinds of experiences, and the daily lives we each have.



May God bless you as you find the love He has for you in this prayer time.

I am praying for all of you as well.

Thank you for being so important to me, and my family.

In grace and love, faith



Feel free to pass this on so that others can pray as well.

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Today this was posted on his sister's blog:

Beloved,
it is now thursday morning.
yesterday was an interesting one.
we moved michael by ambulance to Mission Hopspital in Mission Viejo. He is in the ICU and doing okay. He is in pain in his shoulders where the dislocation took place, and his tongue where he bit it during the sezure.

Finally in the early evening, he has a angiogram. That was NOT what he was looking forward to, as they went throught the groin to do the procedure.
All we now know is that the mass is in the back left side of his brain, and that it is larger than thought.

We (Stan & I) stayed until 11pm, then went to Michael's friends house, Mark & Kathy Brown :0) Good names ;0)

this morning we missed getting here in time for the doctor by 20 minutes, so now we must wait ALL day until 5pm.
Michael is very upset as he is in pain and wants to know what we are doing next.

Thank you in advance for your continued support and prayers.
It looks like i will be gone more likely from teen search, and will miss all of you.
We have several options, but i am not sure what they are as yet.

surgery of some kind for sure.

today i am still at peace in the hands of the Lord, but more emotional. Please pray that i will stand firm in the Promises of our God.
Pray for Michael's frustration, as he has not had to wait on anything thus far and now is having reality about how docotrs and hospitals can be.
Help me to have wisdom, and to rest in God's arms.

I love you al so very much. and i am sure that God is going to bring forth new growth and life in all of this.

peace be with you my beloved ones, peace.

I'm really at a loss here.

T.